Can You?

I tried to forget... And I did.
I gave you up for the next you.

Mmm.

When I met you and got to know you as a person, the same confusion and uncertainty arose in me. Emotional attachment may be present, yet there always seems to be a distance.

I ought to stop thinking that I understand your personality when obviously, you're someone who doesn't reveal much.

The other day, as we walked in parallel directions. some of my past wounds split open. There was nothing I could do to stop it. I walked backwards, stopped behind a pillar and watched silently, before the scene faded away from my eyes.

Sorry that I may be doing all these things you loathe.

Hello people. It's the June holidays.
Wooo.

Back to school for make-up lectures on Monday.
Wooo.

Hardly slept last night... Maybe 2 hours or so.

Returned to school at eight for CAN! 24-Hr Relay Marathon and walked around with Lao Niang for around an hour before reporting for duty with Alyssa. We were required to do quite a lot of sai-kang jobs - from selling drinks, making hotdog buns, fanning charcoal at the BBQ pits to picking up litter.

So we left with permission from Jeremy (yay) to roam around the school and look for friends.

Rui Shan was as usual a contrast of cool and cute... And I enjoyed her company quite a lot yesterday despite all the talk about her wanting to kill me with rat poison for uploading the choir concert photos.

Kept wanting to return to the TA block to find her and Lao Niang. :)

Shir Lin and I sent Bee Cheng home after that and we all left for the dance studio. Apparently they were having a movie marathon but I hardly realised that it was Jay Chou in Secret... Fell asleep next to Rui Shan, heeheehee.

Woke up at six and found myself freezing to death with the wall fan directed at me. Stared at Rui Shan for a few minutes and she appeared really cute since she couldn't scold me in her sleep. Nearly stole her jacket too because it was that cold.

Then we left for home.

May I repeat? Rui Shan is damn cute. :D
She better be careful now, hohoho.

TheCocqueClique... Please, let's go KBOX on Monday.