Mmm.
I know I have to give up my dream of pursuing psychology/psychiatry as a career.
This makes me feel damn sad, almost as if there's no aim in life for now.
Do you know what? I didn't think of you much the past two nights.
If you saw the way I responded to a person's verbal stab yesterday, you would know why I've come to this conclusion... I'm too emotional, too indifferent, too stubborn, too strong, too weak.
I think I understand my character more after Exco hasting.
Sincerely, I'm relieved that I didn't get into Exco. This has taught me so much.
My honest sentiments have not all been said.
I don't like the fact that being competitive and speaking well makes one a better leader. Many of the peers I worked with, those who seem more reticent and humble, are the ones who possess admirable qualities. They're in every way better than those who hardly care for their team members.
I'm hardly half as good as each of them, so I didn't want to carry on running for a position.
As simple as that. Why interrogate me?
:)
The 5-day-2-night camp was fine.
It taught me a lot about human nature, perhaps too much, and also highlighted all my weaknesses. I think I have too many, hm.
But yeah.
The amazing thing was leaving camp knowing that you know nearly everyone's name when it used to be something like, "Oh, he's in Infocomm too?" That was how I felt, but certainly, most who attended probably didn't feel the same way.
Made a few friends...
Guys who prove to me that some girls can be too bitchy for me, like Jireh and Zi Kai though I hardly know how to spell their names. Girls who prove to me that true friends exist like Shu Ying, Daphne and Sotong. You three were the pillars of my strength, really.
Enough said lah.
Just pissed at 2 girls, 1 woman and maybe 2 guys.
Yep.
"Sam!"
"Jess!"
Sadly we didn't video ourselves being pulled on these chairs. It was so fun. :D
My daughter and my good friend. Hahaha.
My favourite time. Cards, chatting, bonding.
Yep.
This makes me feel damn sad, almost as if there's no aim in life for now.
Do you know what? I didn't think of you much the past two nights.
If you saw the way I responded to a person's verbal stab yesterday, you would know why I've come to this conclusion... I'm too emotional, too indifferent, too stubborn, too strong, too weak.
I think I understand my character more after Exco hasting.
"You have to ask yourself... What are you afraid of? Why are you hiding?"Thanks for making me out to be a lunatic. Shit.
Sincerely, I'm relieved that I didn't get into Exco. This has taught me so much.
My honest sentiments have not all been said.
I don't like the fact that being competitive and speaking well makes one a better leader. Many of the peers I worked with, those who seem more reticent and humble, are the ones who possess admirable qualities. They're in every way better than those who hardly care for their team members.
I'm hardly half as good as each of them, so I didn't want to carry on running for a position.
As simple as that. Why interrogate me?
:)
The 5-day-2-night camp was fine.
It taught me a lot about human nature, perhaps too much, and also highlighted all my weaknesses. I think I have too many, hm.
But yeah.
The amazing thing was leaving camp knowing that you know nearly everyone's name when it used to be something like, "Oh, he's in Infocomm too?" That was how I felt, but certainly, most who attended probably didn't feel the same way.
Made a few friends...
Guys who prove to me that some girls can be too bitchy for me, like Jireh and Zi Kai though I hardly know how to spell their names. Girls who prove to me that true friends exist like Shu Ying, Daphne and Sotong. You three were the pillars of my strength, really.
Enough said lah.
Just pissed at 2 girls, 1 woman and maybe 2 guys.
Yep.
"Sam!"
"Jess!"
Sadly we didn't video ourselves being pulled on these chairs. It was so fun. :D
My daughter and my good friend. Hahaha.
My favourite time. Cards, chatting, bonding.
Yep.
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