Tearful.
Is there such a word?
It would describe my day very well.
Yes, not cheerful, but tearful.
Thank goodness I didn't go for remedial lessons, else I would be majorly depressed and sob on Ms L's shoulder.
As for why, I don't know.
Maybe you, you and you?
How I suck at interpersonal relationships.
I can't stand it, giving my all but achieving so freaking little.
And deep inside, wondering if I've even tried hard enough.
There's you, whom I've gotten over, of course.
I don't get how I used to do so much, but you hardly cared at all.
I can't help but notice the distracted smile you give whenever I spot you from afar and wave. Then I thought maybe I shouldn't bother keeping you within my frame of view like in the past, and all of a sudden you come tapping on my shoulder to say hi.
And you, the friend I probably cherished most in the four years in secondary school.
I did my best trying to bridge any gap between us, and you forgo them. I really thought you had forgotten all about me. Just when I assumed you could remain a past, you bring up some of the memories which I clearly still remember.
What about you?
Where do I begin?
The times when you said sorry for superficial matters but refused to look at me when I need the assurance?
The moments you refuse to accept what I have to say, leaving me nodding to you?
The days I have to walk away to get your attention else you wouldn't even notice my presence?
I shouldn't say all this huh.
I should be used to this by now huh.
Oh well.
2.4km tomorrow. I'll run for you, hocc :D
To two of my beloved friends who were in the same class as me for four years in TKG, I miss you like crazy.
Thanks for the warmth both of you always give me.
Wifey - I dreamt of you last night! :D
It would describe my day very well.
Yes, not cheerful, but tearful.
Thank goodness I didn't go for remedial lessons, else I would be majorly depressed and sob on Ms L's shoulder.
As for why, I don't know.
Maybe you, you and you?
How I suck at interpersonal relationships.
I can't stand it, giving my all but achieving so freaking little.
And deep inside, wondering if I've even tried hard enough.
There's you, whom I've gotten over, of course.
I don't get how I used to do so much, but you hardly cared at all.
I can't help but notice the distracted smile you give whenever I spot you from afar and wave. Then I thought maybe I shouldn't bother keeping you within my frame of view like in the past, and all of a sudden you come tapping on my shoulder to say hi.
And you, the friend I probably cherished most in the four years in secondary school.
I did my best trying to bridge any gap between us, and you forgo them. I really thought you had forgotten all about me. Just when I assumed you could remain a past, you bring up some of the memories which I clearly still remember.
What about you?
Where do I begin?
The times when you said sorry for superficial matters but refused to look at me when I need the assurance?
The moments you refuse to accept what I have to say, leaving me nodding to you?
The days I have to walk away to get your attention else you wouldn't even notice my presence?
I shouldn't say all this huh.
I should be used to this by now huh.
Oh well.
2.4km tomorrow. I'll run for you, hocc :D
To two of my beloved friends who were in the same class as me for four years in TKG, I miss you like crazy.
Thanks for the warmth both of you always give me.
Wifey - I dreamt of you last night! :D
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