Aa...

This week is worse than horrendous.

Had such an urge to message Snail this morning, but stopped myself from doing so... Only because I knew that the day would turn out sucky anyway (it did) and letting her know that wouldn't really make her happy, huh? I miss you though, and I know you're here, as always.

Oh. I SAW A DAMN CUTE BABY SNAIL TODAY.
You would probably like it, even. :X

It's Thursday,
but somehow I feel like there's no difference in any day of the week, anymore.
In the past, it used to be Moody Monday, Wonderful Wednesday, Freaky Friday, Superb Saturday, Stay-home Sunday...
Now, every day is just... Fart.

Trudging on with no aim in life, I guess.

Tennis this afternoon was alright.
It reminded me of Sec One.

Yes, I learnt tennis, even though I'm probably already labelled a Infocomm-Club-slacker.
The sport was/is not something I was/am good at.

What struck me today... Bad memories, I suppose.

Of all the lonely times I spent pretty much alone, with a racquet which didn't fit my hand.
Observing all the people around me - all beautiful, young, tanned girls, who had their chins up in the air.

Tennis seems to be a rich man sport.

Anyway, what I relished most today was bouncing the furry ball, seeing the yellow glow even in the bright. I guess there was enjoyment in all the solitude I faced in those days.

You know what?
I like you, haha, just not in that way.

I don't like you like I did for One and and do for Two. I don't smile in the same way facing you, though recently, I do notice you more than anything.

It isn't as deep, as pleasant, as serious, as painful.
Maybe that's the difference, I don't know.

One thing I'm sure of is that I admire you a lot.
So while you're not my Three or anything, I just think you are more than what people think of you.

:)

I'LL BE AWAY FROM THIS BLOG...
JC LIFE IS CRAP (and I know poly is too, so well, wouldn't have mattered which choice I made).

I AM DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF SO I SHALL CHANGE.
NO MORE LAST MINUTE RUSHING OF TUTORIALS AND STUFFS. (I've got math due tomorrow, sigh.)

TODAY WILL BE THE LAST POST... TILL MID-OCTOBER, I SUPPOSE.

AND NOW,
I SHALL PROCLAIM MY LOVE.

I LOVE YOU, MOSSP, FOR BEING SUCH AN AWESOME BUNCH OF PEOPLE WHO DON'T CHANGE AS DRASTICALLY AS THE WORLD AROUND US. I LOVE YOU, MOSSPIANS, EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU, FOR HOLDING ON TO THIS FRIENDSHIP.

I APPRECIATE YOU, THE6OFUS. THOUGH WE MAY NOT MEET UP AS FREQUENT AS WE SAID WE WOULD, BUT THIS HAS LASTED FOR FOUR YEARS, AND I KNOW WE WON'T FORGET ONE ANOTHER.

I WAS ABOUT TO TYPE PADMA AND SHE JUST CAME ONLINE -.-
SORRY, AND THANK YOU, FOR EVERYTHING. YEAH... I HOPE I CAN LEAVE OUT THE SORRY MORE OFTEN BUT I SUCK SO, I'M SORRY, HAHA.

XIAO XUAN. WHEN I'M PISSED, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME.
YOU'RE AN AWESOME FRIEND.

THANK YOU JANICE, JASMINE, ALYSSA, MY LOVELY THREE ANGELS - RUI SHAN, BEE CHENG, SHIR LIN, HUI YI, JUNIPER.
FOR AT LEAST BEING THERE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO SMILE TO... I KNOW IT FREAKS YOU GIRLS OUT.

AND TO 17/09, SOMEHOW, FOR BEING SUCH AN ODD, NOT-SO-BONDED CLASS WHICH IS YET QUITE HARMONIOUS IN SOME WAY. YOU GUYS ARE WEIRD, BUT I LIKE!

WHO ELSE AH?

UH.

I LOVE YOU, HOCC, FOR BEING SUCH AN AMAZING INFLUENCE IN MY LIFE,
FOR THE MUSIC AND LOVE YOU'VE SHARED.
HOPE YOU REALLY COME TO SINGAGOO SOON LAH.

AND...

THAT'S ALL I GUESS.
BYE FOR NOW.

P.S. I can't wait to fall ill after promos.
Hahahahahahahahaha.