What Am I Doing?

Would you mind if I pretended we were somewhere else
Doin' something we wanted to?
Cause all this livin' makes me wanna do
Is die 'cause I can't live with you
And you don't even care.

Would you mind if I pretended I was someone else
With courage in love and war?
I used to think that's what I was
But now this lyin' hurts too much
And I don't know what for

I'm weak in the knees for you
But I'll stand if you want me to
My legs are strong and I move on
But honey I'm weak in the knees...

Would you mind if I walked over and I kissed your face
In front of all of your friends?
Would you mind if I got drunk and said
I wanna take you home to bed
Oh, would you change your mind?

I'm weak in the knees for you
But I'll stand if you want me to
My legs are strong and I move on
But honey I'm weak in the knees
For you

:(

Oh man.
But oh well.

Come on, leaf. You have to freaking get pass these two years.

*sigh* At the end of it, it would be the same, wouldn't it?
I wish I would change (in this aspect) or something would change.

Each time, I hope I'm guessing you correctly. I think I'm starting to get you too. :)
And I should be contented with this.

But no, I wish and wish and wish it could be something more.
What more?

Stupid leaf.

ARGH POOI!
Focus on horrible WR, EOM, SPA and tutorial. You laidback freak of nature.

I nearly wanted to, but I shouldn't/couldn't/mustn't.

STOP! Listen to your mind, git!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHASHITHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm glad friends who read this blog don't already think I'm nuts.