Last Post, Really. (Edited)

Days have been black and white.

Having an extremely good day, then falling sick.
Feeling emo, then realising hocc is still live on ustream.

In, then out.

So yes,
pros and cons,
good and bad.

It's life.

I want to focus less on numbers now, but now I find it hard to, especially since I've reached the point whereby I'm imagining too much . I'll try, really, there must be a way.

Abstain, abstain.

I shall go off in a bit.

September holidays should be made useful.
I'll study hard with Padma on Monday - looking forward too :))

And you.
You.
And you.

Forgotten for now, I hope.

It should not affect me.
Those are your lives you three are leading.

OFF, MAN.

If I appear emo/quiet/god-knows-what on Monday, ignore me.
Treat it that... My sore throat is weakening me or something, and that I'm too exhausted to speak.

I think too much... Yes I do.
When wifey asked the other day whether I've truly given up One, as in "Really, really?" I had to hesitate. That was so annoying.

But now, I will just say yes, I've given up one.
Yes, I'm giving up two.
And yes, I'm not going to make three a permanence in my life.

I hate my feelings a lot, so much.
Each time it seems simple enough, I've to do this to myself.

On a random note, Alyssa's one of the sweetest friends you can ever have.
Waving goodbye, she shouted out, "Happy, okay? :)"
Yes, I won't be gloomy anymore - I know it affects you when I do that, and so I shall not. :)

And Padma and Mel - you're always the receiving end of me going on and on about minute matters. *hugs*

XX - please don't mind my blank answers whenever you ask me why I'm emo.
I'm so sorry for never saying.

I need to do some serious cleaning-up of my life.

Amithabha... Zzzzzzz.

Move on.

P.S. WATCHING HOCC LIVE YESTERDAY WAS THE BEST THING I COULD EVER ASK FOR. AND SINCE IT'S A WEEKLY THING, OH MY GOSH, I LOVE YOU, GIRL.
THANK YOU FOR THE HOUR, FOR ALLOWING YOUR INTERNATIONAL FANS TO KNOW YOU.
THANK YOU FOR THE HEART.

I don't know what to say to you anymore... :(
Don't say stuffs you don't mean. Don't do stuffs you don't normally do.

Heck it, as I always say.

Cheryl - haha, random, I know.
Sorry for not spending much time with you, I hope you don't mind it. Stop poking into my "private" life though, I won't share, only because I don't know how to even express it in words.

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