Well...

I said that the previous entry would be my last till promos.
Well, make this the final.

Today, something happened.
Quite major to me and the person involved,
but the ones I confided in laughed it off initially.

"It's nothing much, it'll be alright."

I know where I went wrong and I felt like the worst person on Earth.
I betrayed whatever trust a person had in me. And what's more, recently I've really begun to admire her personality, and in some sense, established a friendship with her.

There's no use explaining myself, and saying sorry ten times won't make a difference.
So I should... Leave it like that. And see how it goes?

I don't think that I'll be forgiven so easily, and whatever is still being said just doesn't make sense to me anymore. I want to tear myself away from this mess. Why did I even begin?

Today was more confusing than anything.

The previous time I had a conflict with a friend I really love was probably back in lower secondary, when Wifey and I had a little cold war. But it cleared up soon after, we got back together, possibly closer than before. The warmth of being in a firm friendship didn't fade.

I feel so thankful for her.
And damn it, I've yet to confide all my soul in you, Wifey.
I need to meet you soon, very soon.

And when I met you with D today, I felt the envy return.
You're my number one, no doubt. And I wonder if I found Two and Three to spite myself.
I know I've given you up though. So, goodbye.

Each time,
I find myself diving into a deeper pool.

DO I EVEN MAKE SENSE IN THIS POST?

1.04am.

Screw PW and my life.